Being avid in a world of failing morals is a challenge. Being an angel in spite of internal devilish desires is arduous. Being both avid and an angel; that takes skill.
Well, now that it's done and over, I have to say, it was worth all the sweat, tears, sleepless nights, anxious mornings and semesters of planning. I really had a blast (even though that last sentence makes it seem really painful--but it mostly applies to the semesters leading UP to my Student Teaching.)
Today, Mrs. Josie surprised me with a book of notes from my students.
Book Cover
Honestly, I shed a few tears (some of laughter!) but all the notes were very sincere and sweet. I'm going to miss everyone! Here's a few of my faves just for kicks and giggles:
From a student who claimed to hate computers.
From his friend who loved computers and was VERY good at them.
From all the TA's
From a sweet girl obsessed with Cody, obviously.
From a student who had a traumatic experience at the begging of the semester.
She is seriously the braves girl in that whole school.
(Also very classy, sweet and smart.... and talkative.)
From an awesome TA who worked with me for two class periods.
From my students, some with disabilities, all of whom worked VERY hard to succeed in class!
From the Cody previously mentioned.
He was a sweet kid (even if he did flirt with all the ladies to the point of distraction -- which
was a problem that we worked together on until we were both happy with the arrangement).
In all reality, I am surprised at how easy it was for me to get into a groove. It's like I got started, got busy and then looked up only to find that that I was at the end. I am really grateful I had some serious support to make it fun. Thanks to my cooperating teacher, Josie Reynaud, I can say that it was an amazing experience and very fun to complete! She told me in the very beginning that the best way to keep my sanity was to go to lunch with her and the ladies every day. Boy was she right! Getting to know the Lunch Bunch (a group of VERY fun ladies who probably wish to remain anonymous!) made the time go faster and helped me to laugh at the stuff that didn't really matter. I found that their friendship made me want to work in a school more than anything. It was nice to have teachers and staff members see me as a co-worker, even though I was a volunteer. Thanks to everyone at SHHS who made me fall in love teaching!
During the first two weeks of class, I was required to record myself teaching. That part wasn't very painful, but watching the video sure was! In my last week of teaching, I decided to record my accounting class and see if I've made any progress. I chose to use my accounting class as the test because it has been my most difficult subject to get a handle on.
Below is my reflection on both videos:
Recording # 1
1. What
do you feel was successful in your teaching?
I had a good idea to get students involved.It was clever to put the information at the student’s level
so that they could connect with it.I also did an ok job of explaining the concepts, though it would have
been better to have more vocabulary.
2. What
do you feel could use improvement in your teaching?
Everything!I feel like I
was not a very “with it” teacher in the video.I look confused and like I don’t know what I’m doing and I
feel really bad for my accounting class and how they’ve put up with my bad
teaching.I feel like I wasn’t
teaching, I was just fumbling everywhere. I also talk too much to myself.And I do too much walking back and
forth from the front to the back because my materials were not together.I also turned my back to the class
while writing on the board.I also
had terrible wait time.
I had no idea that the student I wanted to involve (Porter) was just
flirting with the girl in the front row the whole time.I feel like every time I turned my back
or was busy organizing my materials, he walked over to flirt with this girl,
was talking to her, or getting her to walk over to him.Not to mention him waving to the camera
after finding a Kleenex.I can’t
believe that I was missing that the whole time!I feel so oblivious!
I also noticed that it took me 15 minutes to get class going! If I was
better prepared, then I could have used that time more wisely.When I did get it going, I didn’t
demand that people stop talking – or take over their screens to help them
focus.My introduction also took
about 15 minutes instead of about 5 minutes. And it took me five minutes to get
the document camera going.
3. What
are your goals for improvement based on this experience?
I would like to develop better vocabulary to explain the concepts more
clearly.
I would also like to do a better job of managing student behavior.
I would like to manage the technology and my materials better so that
class runs more smoothly.
I would also like to use students’ names to reinforce correct
information.
Recording # 2
1. What
do you feel has improved in your teaching?
I feel that I am doing a better job monitoring the classroom, there was
not as much wandering around and the students were doing a great job at
focusing and going along with me.I also did a better job of using their names to reinforce learning and I
did a good job of listening to student responses.I also did not get as confused with the content. I was much
better prepared for this class than the lass class.I also did a much better job of managing my materials and
did not walk back and forth as much as the last class.I was more clear in my directions and
my transitions into activities were much smoother.
2. What
areas do you feel could use improvement in your teaching?
I could do better at student recognition and letting the students shine
when they have accomplished something difficult.Students had just taken a test and I forgot to congratulate
those who had done very well.(I
also did not say thank you to my student volunteer, or give him professional
development bucks for helping me out!)
I could improve more by being better prepared with the material and
practicing explaining it to myself a few times before I try to explain it to my
students. I kind of got off track in my lecture, but I did do a better job of
getting back on track to get class finished.
I did a good job giving hints that will help with the homework, so that
students will not get confused (Ex: what recommendations to make to lower
expenses).
3. What
are your professional goals based on this experience?
I would like to
develop more procedures to give students recognition in class.
I would like to
study Accounting more so that I can be more comfortable with my content.
I would like to
build stronger Teacher-Student relationships and do what I can to help them be
successful.
I would like to
relax, smile, have fun and be myself more in class.It took me a long time to finally get comfortable enough
with what I’m doing to have fun with the students.
I would like to
find a more relaxed pace and not go too fast for the slower students.
I would like to
develop more of my own curriculum pieces to help students learn to problem
solve and get more creative in class.
I have so many goals I want to accomplish with this week of free time! I've made a huge to-do list of all the things I need to do before I can graduate (coming up in 26 days!):
Make a graduation invitation on facebook
Complete the Utah State Ethics review online
Write my Graduation speech (I told you guys I was elected Valedictorian, right?)
Complete my interview assignment (I basically will give myself a job interview to prepare for future teaching positions -- post in the comments if you want to see it when it's done!)
Complete the grading assignment (I interviewed some teachers on their grading philosophies, feel free to read it here)
Complete Part III of my Senior Project.
Write my management case studies.
Make a vlog?
Well, the Vlog probably won't happen because I also have a huge to-do list for the wedding. It includes:
Take my dress to the alterer
Drop off my ring to be resized (and pick it up a week later)
Go to my bridal shower at UVU
Go to my bridal shower in Logan
Keep bleaching my teeth!
Get some much needed rest!
Not to mention that I need to finish some projects for my students:
Grade Excel Projects
Prepare for Accounting lessons
Prepare review for Excel Test
Update Canvas pages for the rest of the term!
Let's hope I can get all this done and be ready to finish my student teaching with a BANG!
UPDATE: I got really sick two days after writing up this list. I think I finished about half of the items and managed to drag myself through the other half. Thank goodness that I had time to just lay in bed and relax! I guess I accomplished one of the goals for sure!
I found out today that one of my students did indeed record our lesson on Making a Post! I am flattered that he found it funny how I dance around the classroom looking like a fool.
But more importantly, I hope that he remembers the lyrics to our song on the test!
The song was originally titled, "I Take A Walk" and was written by Passion Pit.
I rewrote the lyrics to help my students remember the steps for accounting.